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GI JOE and GI JANE

GI JOE and GI JANE

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Home Kitchen Bakery

Jun 16, 2010

It's so challenging to become a fulltime breastfeeding mom.

salam guys..
despite being so sad with what happen to both of my brother yesterday,I manage to pump my bm without any hestitate.
yup..production ini hari sangat lumayan.
manage to get 12 and half oz.
perghh..
tu tak sepenuhnya mengepam sebab tangan lenguh.
ni berkat semalam ler..
mkn lobak putih,minum soya.
it's really work.
cuma itulah..
daku stress..
memikirkan keadaan adikku yg 2 org itu tpinya..
dah ade informer bgthu yg sumenya dah selamat.
si ghani dah disimen  tgnnyer tpi last tadi dpt update dari sukarna,katanya dia belum sedar lagi masa dibius tuk luruskan tangannya pada pkl 2.
then si fatah plak..semalam dah blik rumah.
tpinya kena jahit sana sini.
mean..kena buat dressing kat nearest klinik dan jugak kena follow kat spital once ubat dia dah abis.
hmmm..
pasal bm ni..
daku sangatlah pelupa bile time nak mengepamnya.
nak buat mcmna..
dah tua..
urat pun banyak kena potong.
so..kenalah buat jadual.
ahahahhaha..



p/s: ade org kata padaku..sebab aku selalu melukai ati org tua,mungkin jugak sebab tu aku susah nak beranak.
wallahuallam.
aku tahu aku ni kasar..malah baran..
tapi selama mana ku jadi bini org ni..
mmg aku akui komunikasi aku dgn org tua mmg makin berkurangan.
mungkin sebab:
dia lebih sayangkan setot dari aku?
mungkin..
atau dia lebih sayangkan zahraa' jugak lebih dari aku?
tak mustahil..
takpun mmg dia sayang anak - anak lebih dari aku.
tu mmg pasti.
apepun yg pasti..tuntutan kehidupan dan pekerjaan yg membuatkan dia sebegitu dengan aku.
aku?
diamkan dalam ati sebabnya..
nak buat macamana.
biarkanlah..

maaflah korang baca luahan isi hatiku  ini..
aku sedang dalam frasa jiwa kaco bak kata org tua..
meroyan stage 4.
apepun..
kalau aku ade salah dgn org tua,aku mintak diampunkan dosa - dosa dan dimaafkan kata -kataku ni sebab aku pernah jadi manusia yang tak punya jiwa.

7 comments:

luvmum said...

ayu...jgn salahkan diri ok.allah swt maha pengampun..kalau org tua tak layan bkn bermakna dia tak syg.agak susah kadang2 mereka ni nak tunjukkan kasih dan syg..mcm ayu gak kan.sabar la..tiap apa yg berlaku ada hikmah dan kita tak tau maybe allah swt dah sediakan sesuatu yg istimewa utk kita...so senyum la slalu ok..jgn susah ati

Nana said...

ayu..nk bfeed kt bb ni orang kata xleh stress2 kan..nak2 klw nak pam..klw stress2 susu pun mcm stress je nak keluar

aku dulu selalu susah hati sebab takut tak mampu nk fully bfeed damia.kawan2 selalu bg nasihat fikir positif je, jg sedey2, jgn tension2 +jgn stress2

harap kau tabah la ek...

El-Zaffril said...

Eh Ayu... walaupun kau baran... kadang2 tersakitkan hati orang tua... jangan pernah putus asa untuk memenangi hati diorang tau ayu...

[-suziey-] said...

ooo br paham..'org tua' tu adkh en sam? aisey slow la plak aku nk catch up:p

apepn ko sbar la.aku tau ko ganas tp ko sgt penyabar..yg penting dlm hati ade taman..eh ape daa..merepek dh..

jgn stress2 wei..

ibu aliff dan azwar said...

kite same...

atty's said...

takpe ayu..andai ayu ada buat salah ..dan menyedarinya ..ayu still boleh lagi perbaiki hubungan yang ade ..takecare ye

mama_umar_maryam said...

ayu, sori baru berpeluang nk bace n3 nih..yg penting doa byk2..time2 gini mmg amat mencabar minda,jiwa dan body..lagi2 ko tgh mengepam tu kann..tp aku tau ko blh recover dgn cepat..jgn pikir2 kan sgt..setan2 mmg suke kaco2 time gini..

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